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sometimes i wonder (where i am)

Thursday, February 24, 2005

Venison

Hey guys,
pretty chill day

About 10 minutes ago my dad brought in two dead deer. Like with fur and everything. His friend got them from an apple orchard and well gave em to us. So my bothers and two friends had to go out and help carry these things back to the shed. (Um yes we live in the city) luckily I was far too busy baking brownies to help carry these bambies to our bargain slaughter house. (making brownies is not feminine, i just want some brownies you know?) Soon my dad will cut those suckers up and well be eating em in some form or another just about every night. Venison. This is something that I had to to get used to; I am still a little uncomfortable with the whole thing. Im no activist or anything its just some raw stuff.

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Dry

Whew,
Having a band may be the most crazy thing to ever happen to me. I mean.
Yeah maybe the most crazy.
Potential and material by the truck load. Even a manager and opportunitys. Then un-imaginable things come in the way. I mean mysterious, inconceivable, unthinkable things. I dont even know. They seem to be obstacles but il just call it a season or something. Il just call it like a lil obstacle.
Were just gone wait things our, don't let it die, you know its gone be good.

Today IM going to help Ron w/ some furniture, then to marinas surprise b-day party.
Nate n Mike coming over tomorrow.
Websta, you know you got it! ha

its gone be a small peice of the pie

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Disbelief


Hey kids,

This morning I awoke at around 4:30. No im not kidding. I couldent sleep. So I washed some laundry and did some other stuff that I needed to do. My bus comes at 6:35 and I don’t know what do do with myself.


goin to bed cuz im really tired but i dont think itll do me much good cuz im just gona be even more tired tomorrow cuz thats just how i am.... i wish i could declare a national holiday 1nce a week sayin that everyone has to just sleep the whole day... yes, that would be great


Whew Noelle I think you all too right. Why can’t we all just sleep in one day out of the week? You know kuz crazy people don’t sleep in on weekends. We have a "bring a couch" party and just sleep. Every one gets there own couch.

The song of the hour is http://www.geocities.com/zombieprombie/sounds/09.rm


It’s a song from a play I played bass in and it’s just stuck in my head. Kind of exotic or something.

Yesterday we bought a mic stand. Today im going to eat w/ JJ. That’s the news.


-johnny

Friday, February 11, 2005

Slow Down

(You gotta) slow down, slow down,
sweet talking' woman, slow down,
you got me running, run, run,
you got me searching.
Hold on, hold on, sweet talkin' Lola,
hold on, it's so sad if that's the way it's over.

Some day's I just belt that song at the top of my lungs.
My family usually shakes there head in unbelief that, you know, IM related to them or something. For a certain second they think IM crazy. The crazy-ess.
But
Then Tom joins in. Belting at the top of His lungs.
Our harmonizing lyrics reach intertwine into the depths of the listeners gut and plant seeds of amazement and awe then when bloomed will never be uprooted. Only when Tom and I sing together, like the cooperation of the sun and rain, does the music work its wondrous ways into the hearts of the oh so closed minded apprehender.
Its at about this time that my family realizes im not a nut. I actually am kinda cool.
Tom has saved my reputation like this on far more then one occasion.
Well I gota shows everyday this week and work and all that jazz. The demo might be out Monday. Il keep in touch folks.
My brother Tom's blog is http://tomisthecrap.blogspot.com .

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

...its ooooover....

Hey folks Hey Jokes This is beginning
and maybe the end
I want those who are reading this to check out Sean's blog at http://seanmusicking.blogspot.com its a bomb site.
Maybe il show some emotion with my next entry.
thats all for now
buckle up